I went out in the afternoon today to do daygame since I had only done one approach in the morning.
And I did nothing in the afternoon.
The only good reason why would be that I was already tired and my will was depleted.
But I don’t think that was it.
Instead, I think it was two culprits that I’d already faced in the mornings recently:
1. I had a time limit, when I know that at this stage time limits don’t help me.
2. It was a story I told myself, or rather a spell I cast on myself, saying that I am not ready or able to do this.
I will fix this. Soon. But first I will go back out in the morning tomorrow to do all the approaches, and to fully regain that good feeling I’ve been building recently.
And the lesson for you, dear reader: the same basic problems keep creeping in. That’s a good thing. Because you just have to keep an eye on them. Once you’ve managed to conquer them once, you will be able to do it again — as long as you spot them in time.